Just filed today and my hands are still shaking

Sending you so much strength. The first few weeks are the hardest and they do pass. It is okay to feel relieved. Relief is not the same as not caring.

I went through almost exactly this last year. Happy to share what helped if you want to DM.

I felt this in my chest. You are not failing. You are surviving something most people never have to.

Same boat, Surrey side. Reach out anytime — this community got me through.

The guilt lied to me for months. It does get quieter. Keep going.