He bought them everything at his place and I can't compete

Same boat, Surrey side. Reach out anytime — this community got me through. A counsellor on here offered a free first session and it genuinely changed the trajectory of my year.

Please be gentle with yourself. You are doing something incredibly hard.

One year out and I promise there is a version of you on the other side of this who is okay.

Please be gentle with yourself. You are doing something incredibly hard.

I went through almost exactly this last year. Happy to share what helped if you want to DM.

The guilt lied to me for months. It does get quieter. Keep going.